Monthly Archives: May 2021

MY NEXT EXPERIENCE STARTING AT AGE 19 IN MY FIRST YR OF COLLEGE WAS “THE FUNERAL HOME EXPEERIENCE”, LIVING AND WORKING IN A JEWISH FUNERAL HOME FOR 4 YEARS ANSWERING THE PHONE AND PICKING UP THE BODIES. IT IS REALLY HARD WHERE TO START IN DESCRIBING THE IMPACT ON MY LIFE OF THOSE EXPERIENCES DEALING W/DEATH ALL THE TIME, MANY TRAGIC AND UNEXPECTED. I HAVE TO SAY THAT OF ALL THE HUNDREDS OF DEATHS I EXPERIENCED, ONE STANDS OUT MORE THAN ANY OTHER. IT WAS HALLOWEEN NIGHT OF 1973-STEVEN PAUL SCHWARTS, 4 YEAR OLD CURLY RED-HEADED LITTLE BOY. SOMEONE PUT A HEROIN PILL IN HIS HALLOWEEN BAG AND KILLED HIM

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A MAJOR PROBLEM IN MY LIFE HAS BEEN SEXUAL ADDICTION ALL OF MY LIFE BEGINNING AROUND AGE 8 AND ALL THROUGH MY LIFE UNTIL I RECENTLY AT AGE 70 DISCOVERED THE HERB LITHIUM ASPERTATE, RECOMMENDED, NOT BY A DOCTOR AFTER MANY YEARS OF SPENDING THOUSANDS OF HOURS AND DOLLARS PATROLLING THE WEB AND TELEPHONE CHAT LINES, BUT BY A WORKER AT A HEALTH FOOD STORE WHICH STOPPED IT DEAD IN ITS TRACKS. THIS COULD BE A TREMENDOUS SAVIOR TO THOUSANDS LIKE ME SUFFERING FOR YEARS. IT WAS ALSO MY ACUPUNCTURIST AFTER HAVING MY PENIS REMOVED FROM CANCER BEFORE I FOUND OUT IT WAS 100% CURABLE W/A CREAM FROM EGG PLANT CALLED BEC-5 WHICH HELPED TO STOP THE URGE BUT UNFORTUNATELY ALSO LED TO “SUNDDOWNING” AT NIGHT, A CONDTION TOUGHT TO BE ALZHEIMERS BUT THE RESULT OF THE SURGERY SINCE BOTH CONDITINS WERE ON THE SAME ACUPUNTURE MERIDIAN WHICK POINTS OUT HOW DOCTORS OFTEN MISDIAGNOSED THE MANY CAUSES FOR ALZHEIMERS WHICH AS STATED CAN ONLY BE TRULY ACCURATELY DISAGNOSED ON AN AUTOPSY AND WHAT DOCTORS PUT PEOPLE THROUGH SUSPECTED OF ALZHEIMERS OFTEN JUST TO MAKE MONEY ON USELESS AND EXPENSIVE TESTS. THERE ARE MANY BRAIN CONDITIONS OF WHICH I HAD SUCH AS ADD, ADHD, ET AL OFTEN MISDIAGNOSED AS ALZHEIMERS BUT THAT DOESN’T STOP MD’S FROM RUNNING UP THE BILL TO MAKE MONEY.

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SEE MY RECENT POST ABOUT GOD AND RELIGION FOR MY BOOK “A HEAD FULL OF WATER” ABOUT MY PREMATURE BIRTH AT 1.6 LBS BEING 2 MONTHS PREMATURE IN 1950 JUST LIKE STEVIEW WONDER WHOSE ROP LED TO BLINDNESS WHILE MINE LEAD TO EXTREME NATURAL CLOSE-UP VISION-PERFECT FOR MY EVENTUAL CAREER AS A RE-KNOWN HANDWRITING EXPERT W/15 YRS GOVERNMENT SERVICE AND OVER 500 COURT APPEARANCES. IT SEEMS GOD HAD A PLAN AFTERALL. SO NOW I AMREADY FOR CHAPTER TWO-JUSTICE N THE COURTS-NOT AVAILABLE TO THE POOR AND UNEDUCATED. LAWYERS COST A LOT OF MONEY AND THEY ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN QUICK EASY MONEY FROM PEOPLE SMART ENOUGH TO DO MOST OF THEIR OWN WORK WHICH IS WHAT i HAVE BEEN FORCED TO DO FOR MYSELF ALL OF THESE YEARS UNLESS IT IS AN OPEN AND SHUT CASE INVOLVING LITTLE WORK OR KNOWLEDGE THAT HAVE TO DO THEMSELVES. SUCH HAS BEEN MY LIFE W/A LEGAL CASE, ESPECIALLY W/MY DISABILITY CASES WHERE I HAVE BEEN INJURED OR HAD A DISABILITY SUCH AS MY DOG POKING ME IN MY EYE AND ETACHING MY RETINA. IF IT HAD NOT BEEN FOR THE SUPERIOR WORK OF DR. REGILLO AT WILLS EYE HOSPITAL WHERE HE STORED MY VISION TO SIGHT ACTUALLY BETTER THAN BEFORE THE ACCIDENT, I WOULD BE BLIND NOW AND HAD NO CAREER AS A HANDWRITING EXPERT. IT MAKES ONEWONDER WHO ACTUALLY ISTHE ONE COMMITING THE FRAUD HERE. AS ONE WHOHAS HAD A VERY LONG CAREER WORKING IN INSURANCE, I KNOW THE ANSWER AND PEOPLE PAY HUGE AMOUNTS IN INSURACE PREMIUMS FOR THEM TO DOTHE RIGHT THING

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WE ALL SOMETIMES FEEL SADNESS AND THAT’S JUST HOW LIFE IS-BUT OTHER TIMES WE’RE HAPPY AND LIFE IS JUST A WHIZ-BUT WE MUST LEARN TO TAKE EACH MOMENT ANDD THAT’S JUST HOW IT IS-SO PLEASE TRY TO REMEMBER THE BAD GOES WITH THE FIZZ

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1 OF MY BEST POEMS BY 1 OF MY BEST POETS-ELLA WHEELER WILLCOX-“WHATEVER IS BEST IS BEST I KNOW AS MY LIFE GROWS OLDER AND MINE EYES HAVE CLEARER SIGHT-THAT UNDER EACH RANK WRONG SOMEWHERE THERE LIES THE ROOT OF RIGHT-THAT EACH SORROW HAS ITS PURPOSE-BY THE SORROWING OFT UNGUESSED-BUT AS SURE AS SUN BRINGS MORNING-WHATEVER IS BEST IS BEST-I KNOW EACH SINFULL ACTION AS SURE AS NIGHT BRINGS SHADE-IS SOMEWHERE SOMETIME PUNISHED-THOUGH THE HOUR BE LONG DELAYED-I KNOW THAT THE SOUL IS AIDED-SOMETIMES BY THE HEART’S UNREST-AND TO GROWN MEANS OFT TO SUFFER-BUT WHATEVER’S BEST IS BEST-I KNOW THERE ARE NO ERRORS IN THE GREAT ETERNAL PLAN-AND ALL THIGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE BETTERMENT OF MAN-I KNOW MY SOUL SPEEDS ONWARD IN ITS GRAND ETERNAL QUEST-I SHALL SAY AS I LOOK BACKWARD WHATEVER’S BEST WAS BEST-ELLA WHEELER WILCOX

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POEM OF T DAY BY BOB PHILLIPS-MEMORIAL DAY 2021-GOD IS WITH YOU-MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALWAYS-ALL THROUGHOUT THE DAY-MAY HE BE WITH YOU FOREVER AND NEVER GO AWAY-GOD IS YOUR COMPANION AND YOUR VERY BEST FRIEND-AND WITH YOU FOREVER UNTIL THE VERY END-HE ALWAYS GIVES YOU COMFORT OF THAT YOU CAN BE SURE-ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS KNOCK ON HIS BIG DOOR-WHENEVER THERE IS TROUBLE, HE IS “YOUR” BEST MAN-AND HE WILL “ALWAYS” HELP YOU THE VERY BEST HE CAN

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EILEEN SWANSON IS A DEAR FRIEND WHOM I HAVE NOT SEEN OR SPOKEN TO SINCE SHE MOVED TO SD AND GOT MARRIED AND I SUPPOSE HER HUSBAND FORBIDS IT WHICH I CAN UNDERSTAND BECAUSE OF HER BEAUTY BUT INGOING THROUGH SOME CARDS I FOUND, I FOUND ONE OF HER’S: “I THANK GOD FOR OUR FRIENDSHIP: I DON’T KNOW WHAT I EVER DID TO DESERVE YOUR KINDNESS, COMPASSION AND FRIENDSHIP…YOU VALUE ME WHEN SO MANY OTHERS DO NOT. YOU GIVE ME FAITH THAT THERE ARE STILL GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE. THANKYOU FOR HELPING ME…TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND PLEASE DON’T BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE I WILL NEVER SEE AGAIN…” WELL GUESS WHAT. SINCE SHE MOVED TO CA AND GOT MARRIED, I HAVE NOT SEEN OR SPOKE TO HER IN “YEARS”I DREW A VIKING ORACLE-A RUNE AND IT SAID THE FOLLOWING: “THIS RUNE DEALS WITH COMMUNICATION…THE ULTIMATE RE-UNION THAT COMES AT THE END OF A LONG JOURNEY…WHEN WHAT ISABOVE AND WHAT IS BELOWARE OF ONE MIND…A SIMPLE PRAYER FOR THE SOULS JOURNEY IS: ‘i WILL TO DO THY WILL’…ASK WHAT CONSTITUTES RIGHT ACTION…NUETRALIZE YOUR FEELING TO LET RIGHT ACTION FLOW THROUUGH YOU…NOT INTENT ON ACTION BE CONTENT TO WAIT…ALL REMOURSE FROM TRYNG TO MAKE IT HAPPEN WILL DISAPPEAR…STAND APART FROM LIKE MINDED NUMBERS…INNERMOST FEELING SPONTANEOUSLY EXPRESSED IS WHAT IS CALLED FOR NOW…RAIDO URGES YOU TO UNDERTAKE YOUR JOURNEY….”

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WRITING A POEM AT WILL-I WAS WATCHING “60” MINUTES AND IT WAS ABOUT POETRY SO I ASKED MYSELF IF I COULD WRITE A POEM AT WILL SUCH AS IT IS SO HERE GOES

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I AM REALLY WONDERING IF THERE IS ANOTHER MAN LIKE ME-MARRIED FOR 32 YEARS-NEVER SLEPT IN THE SAME BED AS MY WIFE W/NO SEX AND NO CHILDREN. NOW THAT MY FRIENDS IS CALLED HONORING YOUR MARRIAGE VOWS!!!MY ONLY COMPANIONS HAVE BEEN MY DOGS FOR 32 YEARS=A YELLOW LAB AND GOLDEN RETRIEVER WHO COULD NOT SLEEP CLOSER TO ME AT NIGHT, BUT MY DOGS HAVE BEEN DEAD FOR 6 YEARS AND MY PATIENCE HAS FINALLY RUN OUT W/MY WIFEWHO REFUSES TO REPLACE THEM. WOULDN’T YOU CALL ME A SAINT FOR HONORING MY MARRIAGE. NOW I AM LOOKING FOR A YOUNG DOG FULLY TRAINED IN THE PHILLY AREA AND WILLMOVE IF I HAVE TO SO LET ME KNOW, BOB

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I APPRECIATE THE COMMENTS, BUT I WILL ONLY RESPOND TO INDIVIDUAL’S NOT WORKING FOR OR REPRSENTING COMPANIES BUT WHO RESPOND PRIVATELY. SUCH COMMENTS ARE DISGISED AS SPAM

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